Saturday, February 28, 2009

There's Green on the Other Side of the Hill

Waking up in the Morning
With the sound of the Old Clock
Recuperating on your past Day
The Hazy Figures behind the Silhouette
Reminds you of your winding way
When you feel your hands are immobile
And your Head doesn't give Away
Looking in the Mirror you find those empty Eyes
Which once were full of Disarray

Its always Green
On the other side of the Hill
You try to Reach
But you never will
A Hopeless Journey...

You take the instrument in your trembling Hands
And you try to be Reluctant
But the might of Inspiration catches you by your neck
The effect rises up as you Think
You Climb the Ladder, feel the brightened Stars
You fall down on your pretty Bed
This Trampoline your Brain Designs
Makes you go High as you Think

Its always Green
On the other side of the Hill
You try to Reach
But you never Will
A Sweet Surrender...
Your mind flies Higher...
The Path so Slender...
The Smell a Wonder...
A Sweet Surrender...

And when you Tread across the Green Countryside
You see the Cattle Grazing Still
You Realize you're in your Illusion
But you won't stop till you reach the Hill

You hear the Sirens the Loud pitching Noise
But you Care Less as you Stay
The World Complicates the Life so Pure
Its time you Roundabout as you Pray

Its always Green
On the other side of the Hill
You try to Reach
But you never Will
You try to Crawl...
You try to Run...
You find your Monsters...
Walking on the River...
You Feel for the Lesser...
As you Surrender...
To the Grass so Greener...
The Might of Wonder...
The Night of Wonder...
Sweet Surrender...

The Grave and the Altar...
You Lie and Wonder...
How Sweet the Surrender...
The Life is Over...
Your Life is Over...

Friday, February 27, 2009

A Mourning over the Faded Scarlet

My Heart weeps out to the Scene
Where She lies Numb and Serene
The Cruel Hand of Fate, Carried her Away

I look inside Her Eyes, I feel Her Soul cry
A Merciless God, Cruel on Her Soul
A Beautiful Flower, now Fades into the Dust

Oh my Pristine, dweller in my Heart
You've broken it away, and Breathed your Last
Now where shall I go, I need no Despair
My eyes Wet and my Hands Cold, I feel endless Pain

My Dear, my Only Reason
Is now carried away
What am I left with?
My Guilt, my Pain

Should I End my Life?
To Rejoin You?
Am I the Reason you Died?
Am I your Killer?

Oh my Pristine, I ended Your Life
My Confused Brain, made you Breathe Your Last
Now I understand, I need no Despair,
Now I End my Life, My Soul Unforgiven...

Forever and Ever, forever till I find you...
Forever and Ever, forever till I need you...
I Miss You...

Bleed

Suffocation locks the Neck
Terrorizes the Breath
Kills the head, to turn one Dead
Try cutting the vein, to release the Pain
If all these Fail, its a Bloody Trail

Waking up, to the Torture and the Cries
Everything has Died, the World Ends
Blasting, explosions in the Head
Erupting all the Rage, its time to show the Hate...

You, won't be Spared, From the Rage
Of the Bleeding Victims
You, shall be Destroyed, by Knife or Fist
Of the Bleeding Victims

Terrorize the Souls, in the name of an unknown Ghoul
Force the Brutal Deed, inherent in your Seed
Endless Vengeance Flows, your Bloody purity Erodes
Let others Own your Sins, this is too much You Fucking Fiend

Peel you off your Skin, burn you amid the Din
Let your Fake Messiah Die, erase you and your Lie
Your Wretch don't deserve to live, no more suffering shall you Give
I shall cut you by your Throat, its the only way to end your Revolt...

You, won't be Spared, From the Rage
Of the Bleeding Victims
You, shall be Destroyed, by Knife or Fist
Of the Bleeding Victims

"Bleed to death, I shall make you pay,
Wrench your neck, then I shall Slay,
Your Breed, your Kin and your Life,
I shall Kill, make you Pay.
Knife or Fist, Gun or Bane, you shall Face,
Experience the Wrath, of the Innocent you have Slayed,
You Monster, you deserve to see,
The Blood Oozing out, as you Bleed"

I kill you, feed you to the Dogs
Cut your Head, lift it up, rejoice on what I've done
But don't I see, I've become the Monster
My own selfish motives, has made me this way...

I, should not be Spared, from your Rage
I'm a Monster now
I, should be Destroyed, by Knife or Fist,
I'm the Monster now
I, have become, one of Them
My Soul is Evil now
I will go to Hell, its what I Deserve, its where I shall be
My Final place of Rest

Shift Of Control

Take me for a Run, make me feel Lazy
Take over my Head, make me go Crazy
Is this what You want, to Break me up
To take over my Thoughts, to Control my Life

Pull over my Strings, make me Choke
Destroy all my Dreams, Happiness Evoked
You feel your Need fills with this
But all I got to say is just One Thing...

Make me Blind, before you Try
Your Puppet Show, my Soul to Blow
I can Never Release You
Let me Cry, before I Die
And touch the Sky, end up Dry
And Cease to Exist

Cover me up, cover me Well
Cover my Head with your Big Black Veil
Some Mercy you should show, get Amused till I go
The Puppet Show, my Mind Below

Pull over my Strings, make me Choke
Destroy all my Feelings, my Happiness Evoked
You feel your Want, your Need, fills with this
But let me Holler this one Last time...

Make me Blind, before you Try
Your Puppet Show, my Soul to Blow
I can Never Release You
Let me Cry, before I Die
And touch the Sky, end up Dry
And Cease to Exist

And when you Use me till I Bleed
My Body endlessly Believes
My Soul is Cursed, my Life a Trap
But I use my Power to Release Myself...

As your Strings are cut down by my Knife
I Release Myself and make You Beg for Life
I'm not a Monster like You, I make no Suffering
But I need to Live with You, need to see Your Well-Being

And I Embrace you like a Man
My Eyes fixed on you, My Mercy can
Redeem your Life, Forgive your Sins
I am your Lifeline, I am your Man...

I won't make you Blind, I'll stay Beside
Forever Life, with you by my Side
And the Skies Above
Hold my Hand, I'll take you there
I'll bring you here, I'll be your Company
Every where

Embrace my Soul, its your Lifeline
You can find it's Kind, it feeds your Mind
And keeps you Alive

Take my Hand...
Embrace my Soul...

Be my Wife, the Story is Told
I Control, both our Lives
Now I'm your Man, my Life so Bold
And I Control...

And I Control...

Updates!

Hello Hypothetical Followers!! :P

Well, the Cruciatus Charm still traps me during classes... But luckily I have found a good pastime... To write boring lyrics for my blog... Coming Up, not one, not two, not even three but FOUR pieces I have written... One with a different view on "Love Relationships", one on Self Realization and Dark Fallacy, one on Losing someone near and one on Dope... Hope you guys enjoy reading! If you do, that is!! Cheers!!

Friday, February 6, 2009

Vortex

Let us start with a Story, About a Happy Man and his Days
The Fever of this Happiness, Justifies the Role that he Plays
Complications don't Arrive, Tragedies leave his life Alone
Conjuring in all Colorful, Sweet smelling Happiness in a Cone

But believe or not my Friends, this Platter of Happiness beckons Vice
Keep it locked inside one's Eyes, Feed it to the Children as Rice
These Priorities, Biased thinking Relativities, running away from Pain
Brings the woe, covers up its foe, Complicating the Human Brain

Living the thoughts Alone, Sole Survivor
Praying with both hands folded, Desperate Pleasure
Balance in and Balance Out, the Yin and the Yang influenced out
Crazy existence carried ahead, the Spice which wounds the Crowd

We are approaching
Endlessly moving
Towards...

The Plague, Its awake
Like a virus Spread, Killing all things in its way
Striking the Womb, Released in the Coffin
Hoping to Reach, the eventual Tomb

Grief is not a Misfit, its what we feed, its our fault
We trap Happiness, Vicariously, Cruelly
Our Sons, Daughters, Mothers, Fathers,
Receive our share of Care
For the rest, why should we hide like a Coward?
Under this Wretched Draconian Veil?
Are we declaring Slime, Filth, or Rage?
And worst of all, its Inherent


The Plague, Its awake
Like a virus Spread, Killing all things in its way
Striking the Womb, Released in the Coffin too soon
The eventual Tomb attained, a Fatal Bane

Avoidance, my Dear Friend, Prevents this Fate
Don't run after Happiness, Keep your children Safe
Believe in the Balance, the Might of all Mights
The Vortex of Life, Through which you shall Pass
Balance in and Balance Out, the Yin and the Yang influenced out
Evil and Good must go Hand in Hand

And so, Strength to Comply, to Face, to Endure,
Serves a Far Greater Purpose, a Far Bigger Meaning,
Of passing through the Vortex of Life...

The Final Price for Life

He had to go... But is coming back

This song goes out to the ever present Guide, Mentor and Friend...

THE FINAL PRICE FOR LIFE

Desolated and Ignored
This Life Endlessly Weeps
Sorrow and the Darkness
Seeps into this Deep

Why can't there be Justice?
Nature's Vengeance in
The Lives of our Tomorrow
Away from the Common Din

Passive Reflexes
and the Ode to Survive
Brings Never Ending Pain
its the Karma Inside
Nights and Days Alike
all make us Weep and Tremble
Is this what we get?
Is this the Final Price for Life?
The Final Price for Life...

Genesis through Fate
Forever what we Hate
Crimson waves of Melancholy
Bitter Wretchedness
The Cloak of Disguise
Reflects all our Smiles
It Collapses now and then
When our Devils Arise

Pilgrimage and Service
are Evils Disguised
Maladies of Raindrops
falling out of Fake Delight
Running for the Happiness
a Mirage Awaiting
Is this all there is?
Is this the Final Price for Life?
The Final Price for Life...

...

When Satan gave the Apple
He became a part of Life
We should use this Life against him
Make him Burn to Dust and Die
Prosperity would come then
This Memory so Bold
I Guess this is what God gave us
He gave us Hope

Fight Fire with your Bare hands
triumph shall Arrive
Erase the Darkness in thy Soul
atleast a little you should try
The light which you're Seeking
would Embrace thy Existence
This is your Final Destiny
This is the Final Price for Life
The Final Price for Life...

Fight Fire with your Bare Hands
The Final Price for Life

Erase the Darkness
The Final Price for Life

Kill the Devil Inside
The Final Price for Life...

Coming up...

During the non-availability of my laptop, I happened to do a lot of things... Get pathetic grades, Write some shit and watch Opeth... Now watching Opeth was a seriously amazing experience... 10,000 people, Mikael singing the Drapery Falls... Was too much to handle :)

Here's evidence in support of the plaintiff:


Fun!


Plus... Wrote a couple of Songs, one on how one faces peril in life and tries to overcome, and the other on how happiness alone cannot suffice without its alter ego...

And... We're Back!

Aloha!!

Please don't buy HP Laptops... They suck real bad... My laptop functioned creepingly ok for a year... Ever since that, I have had to change my motherboard 4 friggin times! Which is of course ridiculous!

December 08, I give my laptop to the HP Services, and its lying there ever since, due to "unavailability of spare parts". Now if they really wanna learn Supply Chain Management and Just In Time Operations... Hell I can make HP way way better than what they are demonstrating now! Pathetic! Nonsense! Beasts! Illiterates! Sinha up mine!

I got a beautiful Dell Studio Lappie... On which I am posting right now... It is sheer brilliance... Go Dell!! :P